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Lucky 13
i really try my best in finding the one for me. The one that can make me smile, laugh, be myself around and someone I can simply think about when i return home from school, who i look forward too when I wake up, or simply someone i think about before i go to bed. I don’t find it hard to believe that I haven’t found someone because its my fault. I look at the wrong people, i get to much into the friend zone before ever trying to make a move and there is always something off about that person that makes me not want to be with them. It could be physical or it could be mental. It could be how they act or as simple as just having a conversation. Things are starting to click. Feelings are starting to be felt when the fact of the matter is they shouldn’t be there in the first place. Most are leaving, most are graduating, and most will always be stuck in the friend zone. I can do my best to flirt around, to hug and to hold, to talk too or to make fun off, to laugh and to be upset, but in the end of it all i can’t simply go back to them because i end up doing something wrong and the friendship that was once great suddenly disappears. i can write days and days about the girls that I’ve had the slightest feelings for, an than days where they were the best and than suddenly it came to a close. I think the just of this is, I’m not willingly taking as much as a risk, because i put myself in a position where the only thing i can be is a friend. At this point the only thing i can do is wait, till she does come along because till than i’ll be worried about my senior year. Lucky 13’
